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brokenhearted. iamx , sigur ros , cocorosie&devendra , antony , butterflies in stomach , comicbooks not so entertaining , sadness , 16yrs old&emo .
watery eyes , shy tears 'cause boys shouldn't cry , sitting and doing nothing helplessly , drinking coffe with cinnamon , waiting? , i'm really sad , 2 packs of stolen cigarettes .
i'm a teenager now, but i should be 21 .
a. would like to buy me flowers , sis' cheers me up , good words , words of hope , aunties good advice .

no answer , love of my life is ignoring me .
(but earlier said we'd talk soon.)

[ yes , i'm THAT sensitive to use the phrase 'love of my life' , like above ]