the night was always ending

i just recalled that during my 'first time' i was wearing an anathema t-shirt [ hey , everybody has a dark past ] , i guess that's why i've always been a dinner whore instead of being in a relationship , that's why i'm now unhappy in love [ broken heart , etc. ] .
a curse , i tell you.
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at least it was a good day today , but it had to be , drugs make everyone's days better and i picked mine in the morning from the local pharmacy [medicine makes perfect ] .