running a normal life/ i'm sooo boring

spent some money lately on cosmetics [ yes , c o s m e t i c s ] , but was a bit confused about it later . good or bad ?
me sis' , s. and b. said there's nothing wrong with it , just taking care of myself , investing in myself.
yeah , i'll probably go to hell for vanity.

speaking of money. YAY ! i finally got a summer job !

did some exercise on sunday , during the ' i want to be thin' mood , and now i can barely move [ sooo lame ]

been a bit down [ melancholic ] for the last 2 days , i think ( listening to mazzy star's 'fade into you' all the time ) .
although i did have wonderful conversations with a. , she's so adorable [ my Gracie ] . shared some personal stuff with her. thnx for standing me sweetie !

in all that my shyness i wrote 2 messages to O. [ found the courage ].
no response , though.

[i think i spend too much time on the net]