we are the homeless. and so are you.

confessions of a dinner whore

Saturday, February 24, 2007

'wounded I shall not cease to love'

He hastened across the grass, and came near to the child. And when he came quite close his face grew red with anger, and he said, "Who hath dared to wound thee?" For on the palms of the child's hands were the prints of two nails, and the prints of two nails were on the little feet.
"Who hath dared to wound thee?" cried the Giant; "tell me, that I may take my big sword and slay him."
"Nay!" answered the child; "but these are the wounds of Love."

Oscar Wilde, 'The Selfish Giant'

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

guns & ammo

  • aspirin
  • zinc
  • calcium
  • vitamin c
  • turkish delight
  • kitkat orange
  • 5th avenue bar
  • chocolate chip cookies
  • custard cream
  • milk
  • peter bjorn and john










  • and a silly new york love comedy

i'm recovering from quite a nasty flu

Monday, February 19, 2007

caress your heart

I'm no Jesus but I'm close to him,
we talk all the while.
I'm no Jesus but he comforts me,
we walk side by side.

On the water we walk religiously.
On the water we talk seriously.

The pool is dirty but I'm feeling clean,
love is the drug.
I need a rush and then he comes to me,
he gives me a hug.

Fill my pockets with stones but I can't sink.
Help me if you believe.

Ain't no Jesus around here anymore,
deserted the game.
How come he didn't know that love was a whore?
Hope to see him again.

Fill my pockets with stones but I can't sink.
Help me if you believe.

[ gus gus, 'believe' ]



melting ice, went to the ch. yesterday with mc lakritz mix

( then teenage confessions over coffe )

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Laurel Hester













August 15, 1956 - February 18, 2006

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

be my anti-valentine



Monday, February 12, 2007

February 12, 1809


happy birthday mr president

Sunday, February 11, 2007

I be up in the gym just working on my fitness

i need / want this

and some of these

and these


great ads
one day apple will rule the world
it'll be very simple, nice & chic

new ipod shuffle is really cool
i think i unnecessarily hastened with mine

this i know by heart

it's a sign / taste of new times /things to come, i mean it

if apple started a religion / church, i'd be their missionary
apple pope

[dear lord, i can be so teenagish ]

Saturday, February 10, 2007

the importance

' [...] but you must be serious about it. I hate people who are not serious about meals. It is so shallow of them. '

Algernon Moncrief, 'The Importance of Being Earnest' /Oscar Wilde

Friday, February 09, 2007

Release the Stars


self-produced. Neil Tennant as the executive producer. mixed by Marius DeVries. release in may.

i know what i'll have for birthday.

Monday, February 05, 2007

scooters, vacation, fall

i hate when people are better looking than me [which is quite often], i hate when they are better dressed [also often], and i really hate when they are both better looking&dressed.

that's why i'm full of hatred. and kind of shallow [i guess] .

[ oh! please, don't be so serious ]

congratulations colts

Sunday, February 04, 2007

i was so fat that when i died leonardo dicaprio had to burn down the whole house*

last friday i felt bored and had no concrete plans for the evening, so i went to the city center's parish to sow immorality amid christian youth, to spread doubt, discord, to question, to depravate.

unfortunately, there was no youth meeting.

but they were having one with cakes & cookies.
i couldn't resist and dropped in on them for a brief moment [ until there were cookies ].

anyway, i ended up buying books in a sale at a very late hour with my friend misha, then we went for a walk and a (milk)shake.
i felt a bit insecure with so little people and buldings around.
guess i'm afraid of small towns.


[* actually , 2 people told me i lost weight and look thinner ]