3423 out fri sep28 104 On break

somehow #2 is stuck in my head [somewhere else?], and i've been notified i talk about #2 all the time
is #2 eliminating #1, just like he swore he would 'kill' him, is #2 the new #1?

[which would leave me in the same place as before, im westen nicht neues, argh]

[sad banalities continue, with all the teenage-girl-naivety i keep hoping #2 will have time next week, before both of us will fly to eu]

more and more hags are leaving, with 'the fag, the hag and marc' yesterday's finale it's only me and marc, thank god for marc

the most outstanding wizarding society in the whole world and the great fall of the noble house of david

#1 is unreachable, it's like he doesn't even exist ( and i've heard some nasty things about #1)
#2 is unavailable, and i doubt he would ever be interested
#3 is pure, innocent, 19, and doesn't know
#4 fucked my friend


[ day 3 of our trip has been a very dramatic episode of 'everybody loves dvd' ('the fag, the hag and marc' didn't premiere yet), night buffalo skyline, wind, solitude, melancholic sounds in ears, and eyes wet with emotions, it really sucked/hurt to watch them make out for few hours ]

(sad banalities, now i know how to call this whole thing - thank you, house)