shortcuts and hiccups

today i gave life to the computer
and as all beings newly born
it demanded attention
it would demand my immediate return if i walked away for a moment
so we spent the whole afternoon together
listening to sounds and looking at each other
waiting

Mullaghcleevaun

 

synchronisation

blade runner rain, shivering bodies

table no 30, seats 1&2

our 1st car ride together
our 1st grocery shopping
our 1st washing detergent
our 1st brunch with ******
my 1st job interview
my 1st job
your care
your thoughtfulness
our success
our 1st grenache blanc
my 1st the magnetic fields concert
our 1st the magnetic fields concert together
i held your hand throughout the whole concert
table no 30, seats 1&2

[jag elskar dig]

professional athletes

looking for traces of you everywhere in my(our) room
on the sheets, floor, in the bathroom
your underwear and socks i'm going to wash
your headphones on my ears
your hoodie and your sweat pants* i'm wearing
the sweater you left
i close my eyes and focus and remember your smile
its beautiful, bright light
your most amazing skin, your astonishing heart
i love you with my spirit & mind
with all my powers i love you




(*sweat pants - loose-fitting trousers with elastic cuffs; worn by athletes)